Snow camping outing with Boe Alps team, the Morteneers. We hiked in to Devil's Basin, our base camp for the weekend. Left our cars at the trailhead at 6:45 AM (just south of Verlot Ranger Station, off the Mountain Loop Highway) and arrived to camp at 12:30 PM.
After setting up camp and eating a bit, we geared up and headed towards our summit objective for the day, Devil's Thumb. The first part of the climb was a flat traverse through a short valley. While we were kicking steps, a couple of mini avalanches fell just behind us where we had walked. We continued towards a gully, where we headed more or less straight up to the summit. We reached the top of one very steep and exposed section. I was in the lead at that section, and ended up nearly cresting a cornice. The reality of my error terrified me, and I took a pause and waited on the slope for the rest of the team to catch up and pass me. I ended up feeling more panicked and shaky than I initially realized, and asked my instructors to help me get to where the rest of the team reached. My lead instructor tied a rope around my waist, somewhat of a makeshift belay, and pulled me forwards until I reached everyone else.
From that vantage point, the instructors set up several fixed lines, and half of our team made the summit. Three of us stayed behind. After my scare I was mentally and emotionally exhausted and decided it would be unsafe for me to continue. When I considered continuing, I felt my eyes well with tears and my breathing became rapid and shallow. I had had enough. Two of my teammates were concerned about daylight (we reached the ridge at 3:45, and by 6:15 there were still four team members to go). The three of us, plus one instructor headed back to base camp around 7:15 PM, and hit the valley just after the sun set. The entire team made it back to camp by 9:45 PM. We sat around our kitchen carved out of snow for a couple of hours and boiled water for dinner and the next day.
On Sunday morning, we woke up around 7:15 AM. The instructors taught us how to set up a Z pulley system for crevasse rescue. Each student had the opportunity to practice the skills. Then one of our instructors gave us a demonstration of how to dig avalanche pits and evaluate the snow layers for avalanche risk. We broke down camp and headed towards the trailhead at 1:35. We made it to the cars at 4:35 PM. Overall, a fun weekend. I found limits I wasn't aware I had, and felt deeply humbled by the patience and responsiveness of my team when I reached out for help. Our team felt cohesive throughout the trip, and we created more memories together.